i am scared.

i am scared.

wednesdays are boyfriend days too!!

WEDNESDAYS are Boyfriend Days too!!
*grins*
cause limjiaxin says so! ^^

Spent today with JER!
Slacked around and helped his mummy deliver hampers.
then we went to have dinner @ the shop.
was fooling around with my new handphone camera.
had niceee lambchop for dinner.
then me and jerjer were going to go off for Sweeney Todd the movie de.
but his daddy needed my help to translate and hanyupinyin-ized the worship songs.
and so, we couldn't make it.
boyfriend was abit sad, I think.
I was okay about it.
'cause I love helping people :))

then jerjer sent me back!
BUT!! something happened.
and in the end I had to go off on my own.
haha. it's our FIRST time being in such a situation.
so funny! ^^
oh wells. :)
I had a GREAT day!

would you choose something that you THINK you can handle well but have little passion?
Or something that you have negligible passion for, but you're sure that you would make something useful out of it?

PROJECT GROUP OUTING

AM TIRED!
had business computing class in the morning.
Was rather bored by the lecture on hardwares.
HEHS.
but I like the hands-on session doing excel practices.
Was having lots of fun!!
I think the whole lab people could hear me going "aaaaaaahhhhhh" & "ooooooooohhhhhhh".
I am always very noisy in computing class.
Can't blame me.. I am a curious kid :))

Project Group Meeting!
Had a short discussion in school.
'cause I wanted to separate play from work.
Discussion went well..
and we went to take buses!
to dhoby ghaut.
oh mannnnn.. BUSES neh.
I was almost dead.
Went Plaza Singapura for lunch.
then we headed to Minds Cafe.
Had a great bonding!!
then three people left to meet their frens.
Left with me, Eileen and Ronald.
And so, we went to yamcha @ yoshinoya.
just crapped about everything under the sun, moon and stars LORHS.
and yay!
I drank my favourite strawberry milkshake from MOS Burger!!
*happy*

it's a great day!
yay!
and now, my brain is shutting dwn.. :'(

NOSCH-MONDAY!

it's a NO - SCHOOL monday!
woohoo~
and I am NOT going anywhere!
Just going to stay home.
But maybe, will go for tuition tonight!
hmm.. maybe will going running in the evening!
woots~
Will do a slow 4 km today.
No pressures, No stress.

Been having weird dreams.
as in, really sad dreams.
oh mans..
I don't know why also.
but if there's an explanation to them,
I guess it would be the subconscious insecurity in me bahs.
oh mans. I am SO ignoring the dreams.
it's easy for me, 'cause I can't remember it very well the moment my eyes open.
LOLS. amazing isn't it?
as for the subconscious insecurity part,
I'll definitely do something about it.
:))

sleepysaturday

sleepy saturday.
ZZzzZz

me and boyfriend ish 25 mths and a day old already!
whee. Spent the day with him, running errands for his mummy.
then we went chinatown and little india with his family.
it was fun fun fun! :))
reached home ard 1am today.
that would explain why I am feeling sleepy.
hehs.

Oh wells. Gona spent today revising lers.
tata~

beautiful thursday!!

it's been a busy and hectic week!!
all morning classes.
true enough, I worked and concentrated best in the mornings,
for I've extrememly high level of energy in the mornings when everyone else is still in the sleeping mood.
Now, Kind of gotten used to my schedule lers.

had my first lunch with my groupmates today.
urms, abit sad lorhs.
though I'm really glad that we would be able to work well together.
but, it's abit sad to know that I'm kind of the odd one out.
hmm.. though limjiaxin wouldn't really mind being the special one.
but come to think of it, these groupmates don't share the same interest as me.
haish. it's gg to be difficult to bring this level of relationship to a higher level like strong friendship.
oh mans, but I would try anyways.
*smiles*

recently, been keeping myself in a cheery mood.
been making it a point for morning prayers.
and to smile to myself and think positive :))
then everytime, I am on my way to places alone..
I would hum and sing out..
but not very loudly, though I really want to..
LOLs.
and you know sth?!
I miss those times when I go high with flor at kbox.
and just now on my way home, i thought of my 'twin'..
got the urge to go singsing with my dogdog.
oh wells. AM really looking forward to CNY dinner! :))
NINE MORE DAYS!

happy monday!

I am a happy girl today!
it's a HAPPY MONDAY!
wheeeee~
me had early OB class.
Ate a piece of wonderous chocolate before I left home.
and I felt SO happy!
OB class was interesting and relaxing enough.
Breezed through it :))
And I have got my Project Work Team up and going,
even before the lecturer said to form a group.
And I am kind of confident that I can work well with these people :)
*happy!*

then it's meeting my beloved Jer @ CWP.
went to get my NEW HP!
haha. it's sandy beige K770i!
I kind of love it for its colour, being close to white! :))
*happy*

then me and the best-est boyfriend had lunch with mummy and sis.
BEEF NOODLES!! *yumyum*
then we rushed to watch "American Gangsters"
great show!
okay, it's only nice if you don't dislike a long real life story of a gangster.
:)) wheee.. I enjoyed the movie!
then jerjer drove me home before he abandoned me for soccer with the guys again.
haha.. :)) JER!! I miss you alrdy, u noe!! :'(

thursday ((:

it's off-day!
but I still have five hours of tuition to get through later on.
oh man. but it's gg to be lovely day ahead!

yesterday, watched Rendition with Boyfriend.
it's a good movie bah.
Jer likes it alot.
but me, I dislike watching the scenes where people are tortured.
aiyowei.
but I reallyreally want to watch ATONEMENT!
people!! it's a must-watch! :)

school's been ok!
this morning, was talking to boyfriend.
then I suddenly realised what's wrong with me.
As in, why the hell am I being so anti-social?
haha. oh wells. 'Cause I feel absolute happy in my own comfort zone!
With my boyfriend, my best friends, my close friends and all.
besides, it's only my OG that I am not really close to.
I am stil making new friends with other people in my business management course.
so, maybe, I ain't that anti-social at all.
it's a self-proclaimed 'title'.
wahahaha.

meetingup with the girls

today was good.
though I had to endure the P6Kid's nonsense.
Thank God I didn't lose my temper.
the kid is lucky that I still have a teenyweeny bit of patience in me.
though I had to rush over upon finishing tuition,
it was totally worth it,
'cause I got to meet up with now-red-haired pretty baba,
my gorgeous hellmate peipei,
and my closest confidante flor :))
yay! :))

everything on my mind is kind of in a whirl right now.
nopes, I am not unhappy or anything.
Just in a "thinking" mood right now.
my thoughts need to be sorted out.
seriously, would you ever sacrifice your freedom?
And how much would it be worth? :S

YAY! long day of the week ish OVER! :D

YAY!!
the longest day of the week is OVER!
WOOHOO! :DD
like finally!
first day of business computing.
urms. interesting lecturer.. I felt as if he was gg to juggle balls somewhere thru his lecture.
LOL. he is THAT entertaining.

I am kind of exhausted for the day.
felt as though I had just finished fighting a war.
I need rest.
I am brain-dead.

PRFs!
Good news!
it's CONFIRMED!
the steamboat will be at my place on the 2nd Feb, Saturday.
I'll message you all again to further confirm other details.
YAY!

monday blues

I think I am having the Monday blues.
abitbit, I think.
though I was happy about going to school.
I just didn't seem to have the outburst of energy that would last me through today.
weird. perhaps, it's cause I was feeling unwell.

Had a great dinner with Flor and Gene.
it's been quite long since the three of us met up together.
:))

` I'm not sure if I like the change,
but I'm trying hard to get used to it.

how exciting!

today, something boyfriend said when he called after work,
made me smile.
I just felt excited about it.
he said that he would be in Terengganu during Chinese New Year too!
but he'll be with his family,
I'll be with mine though.
but I just feel excited that we will be in the same region! :D
abit weird I know.
but, haha.

FRIDAY IS BOYFRIEND DAY!

FRIDAY IS BOYFRIEND DAY! :D

And yes, I went out to find my Jer yesterday.
Slacked around and ate Macdonalds!
nicenice twister fries! *much loves*
HEE!
then his God-sister came back and she bought things for us.
haha! I got a nice brown silky shawl!
got nicenice scent somemore! :DD
*happy!*

then we got changed and all to go out.
There was a terrible JAM!
and we were late in meeting his fren who is the bday boy-gg-to-be.
haha. got lost driving to Vivo.
heh hehs.
then hao bu rong yi reached the place.
but most of the good restaurants were taken up.
oh mans.
then we had to settle for a chinese restaurant, Bosses.
I quite like the interior design of the place.
then I left on my own whilst they continued to hav fun at the pub.

been having sudden urge to go for a Kbox session.

thursday

it's thursday already!
For the past three days,
been going for lectures and giving tuition.
So far so good.
I actually feel good about studying now.
YAY!
Am determined to become a hardworking person:)

today no class; but I have to give tuition five hours in a row.
I just came up with a new system,
to make sure my students will put in their full effort to do work and whatever I say.
what i can say is, kids are so fool-able!
:p Bleahs!

this month I have a bigbig goal.
NOT TO SPLURGE!
haha. I'm saving up to change specs.
and to buy a new bag to bring to school :))
yay.

First day of School

Officially My First Day of School.

Me went to school with a POSITIVE attitude.
That I will study really hard.
And pay Full attention in Lectures,
do all my tutorials diligently.

Anyways, I'm not going to talk about you-know-who.
'Cause I am determined not to let you-know-who distract me from my goals.
'Cause I am determined to not let myself be distracted by the spirit of competition.
'Cause I am determined to just FOCUS and ONLY FOCUS on my GOAL.
And not other teeny weeny little things.
YES! I am going to FOCUS!

limjiaxin will stay POSITIVE!
And happy about school!
:))
I am determined to be a happy girl in school.
I see no point in letting SUMTHING get me down.
I am limjiaxin leh.
haha.
:))

ThankYou to Yvonne,Eileen,Liyi,Flor,Junwei,
and Jer for listening to my whines today.
I really needed to get it out of me.
But yups, I remembered my new year resolutions.
It's the last you all are going to hear from me.
'Cause limjiaxin is determined not to be affected by anything at all.
I am not going to let ANYTHING affect my mood in school! :))
I am going to try my best! :))

I thank God for blessing me with such great friends!
I thank God that I was able to pay FULL attention and understand the lecture fully!
I thank God for today being a smooth-sailing day.
:))
And I gave myself something to live by, at least for this semester.
"You can't change anything that you are afraid of."
a reminder to myself, to stay strong no matter what :)

FOCUS!!

I had a GREAT service today!
I am a happy girl.
today's sermon was simply GREAT!
I learnt alot today!
And I'm feeling really good about it :))
Thank God for today's great service and sermon! :)
FOCUS, limjiaxin! :))

SIM Seminar

And so, I woke up early for a foundation of writing seminar in school.
Initially, I just lay in bed, not wanting to move at all.
then I prepared myself for school.
Ate a not-so-full brekkie and left home.
spent a couple of quiet moments with myself.
even though it was a short short while.
but it did me good.
:))

the seminar was great, you know!
I felt really proud of myself.
you know.. those sense of achievement sort of feeling.
I paid full attention,
(but every now and then replying to the scribbles my two frens were writing on my paper)
(see! that's why I rather be a loner!)
But I managed to absorb everything that the lecturer said today!
I was just sitting there.
and I thought I felt like a new sponge!
Thank God that after one whole year of holiday,
I am totally refreshed! And hyped up for school! :))
YAY!

and today, somewhere during the lecture,
something struck me AGAIN!
YAY!
now I know what I should do and must do!
I thank God for this wonderful day :))

orientation day.

Went to home darn early for ORIENTATION!
*slaps forehead*
the whole orientation was urms.. so-so.
I had already resolved not to whine, grumble or complain.
And so, I am sticking to my resolutions made.
So proud of myself.
*bigbigsmile*

I want to watch JUMPER!
I want to watch the new horrors coming up!
YESYESYES!
I am tired now.
I need to sleep.
BYEBYE!

3rd Jan '08

It's the third day of a whole new year.
And guess, what am I doing?
I am rotting at home! ;p
hehs.
ah wells. Just planned out my schedule for this month.
Gona try it out first,
before I confirmed it as FIXED.
:D

Made a decision not to go for talentquest liao.
Not chickening out definitely.
Just don't think I shld go when I am so unprepared.
Yups.
oh wells.
there'll always be a next time :)

Tml's orientation! YAY!
I am trying to be positive about it.
And argh! I have to wake up early,
extra early to go handle admin things.
'cause dumbdumb limjiaxin handed up a wrong student contract.
:'(
sobs. how dumbdumb can I get!
haha..

happy 2008! :))

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
HELLOS 2008! :))

I actually missed yesterday to sum up my Year 2007!
urgh.
ahwells. No point looking back right now.
I believe it's going to be a great year ahead!
For me, For my family, For my Boyfriend..
And for all my friends! :D

There are so many things to look forward to!
(naming the most significant ones)
1. 25 Jan - Prebooked date with JEREMYLIMCHUANGHAI!
2. Valentine's Day - I already know what to buy le :D
3. CHINESE NEW YEAR - me going back to popo's
4. SEMESTER BREAK in mid-May
5. JER's 21st BIRTHDAY!! :))
6. CHRISTMAS DAY :)))

haha.. such an exciting year ahead.
I resolved to lament less, whine less, and grumble less.
:DD
and of course, to add on to that list,
planning frens' birthdays!! :D

special mention to florencesiewyumin:
heh.. don't praise me like that!
I will shy one!
wahahaha.. anyways, its a NEW new year!
make the best out of a new beginning! :))
JIAYOU!! :DD

a special special mention to JeremyLimChuanGhai:
YES, my dear!
Let's work hard ok!
in our studies!
and in our relationship! :))
:DD
I love you! :)))